Phulusa la chikondi choyaka

Linali tsiku lachikhalidwe, lamabwalo okwelera ndege, zokambirana mu Chingerezi chowoneka bwino komanso kupweteka kwa msana kuchokera ku Toshiba yolemetsa yomwe idadzipendekera paphewa lamanja. Pambuyo pochedwa kuthawa kwakanthawi ndidalawa ma khofi awiri ndi chokoleti. Kutaya nthawi ndidagula mtundu wapadera wa Khala moyo kuti uuze-Kuchokera kwa García Márquez-, zomwe mlembi uja adandipatsa cholekanitsa chopatsa chidwi chomwe ndimayesereranso dzina langa, kuyesa chikhomo chomwe sindinagule. Ndangodzipereka kuti ndidikire, ndinali nditakhala mchipinda momwe zimawoneka kuti pali anthu omwe analibe chochita china.

Nditamva kuitanira anthu ku Terminal 27, ndidadzuka ngati msirikali ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndidapita kukafunafuna mpando wapafupi. Nditatulutsa buku langa, lomwe lidadya masamba pafupifupi 43, ndidazindikira kuti olekanitsa adasowa, ndidakumbukira nditawona likugwa pampando wanga, ndidabwerera mwachangu kukalifunafuna.

Nditafika ndinali ndidziwa nkhope ya mayi wina yemwe miyendo yake idawoloka ndipo sutikesi yobiriwira yachilendo idakhazikika pampando. Nditha kuwona wogawanayo pansipa, ndidapita mwachangu ndikumupempha mwaulemu kuti andilole ndikatole kena kake pansi pampando wake. Anandiwombera mwachangu, mopanda kanthu ndipo nthawi yomweyo anakhotetsa thupi lake kuti achite yekha. Anatenga olekanitsa ndikuyang'ana kwa mphindi zochepa, kenako adandiwona ndi nsidze yake yakumanja ndipo nthawi yomweyo moyo wanga udawuma ngati charamusca.

Kwa miyezi ingapo ndinali nditapereka mphatso zanga zobisika kuti ndilembe makalata omwe ndatumizidwa kwa angapo omwe ndimaphunzira nawo kuyambira chaka choyamba, chimodzi kuchokera chaka chachiwiri ndi wina kusukulu, omwe kwa masenti makumi asanu adalemba ma 17 amizere anga atsikana omwe adakondana ndi mawu anga ndipo adayamba kundikonda. mayina awo. Imeneyi inali zaka zomwe ndimakhulupirira kuti nkhope yanga, yobisika kuseri kwa tsitsi labwino komanso wosakondera kuti sindinachokere likulu, sizingandilole kuti ndiyankhe bwino kuchokera kwa mtsikana, wocheperako yemwe adandiyang'ana m'mipando itatu patsogolo panga. mzere wanga. Pofunitsitsa kuti asamupulumutse, adamulembera kalata mosamalira nkhani yomweyi, ndi mawu omwe sindidayike m'misasa yachifumu. Adaliipinda momwe imanenera ndipo modabwitsa adalumikiza maina athu oyamba.

Tsiku lina ndinaganiza zomupatsa, chowiringula chinali chaubwana koma zinanditengera masiku kukonzekera. M'mawa ndidamupempha kuti andibwereke buku lolembera za Social Study, pakati adayika kalatayo, mgawo lomwe amayenera kuphunzira kuti asagwere pakunyozedwa ndi Zochita zoyamba ndi funso lake lokhumudwitsa la 7 m'mawa.

"Buku lanu," ndinati, ndikugwedeza dzanja langa ngati kuti ndikulowa mu sukulu yopita ku sukulu limodzi ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo kapena theka.

Adatambasula dzanja lake ndipo atandiyang'ana ndikumwetulira mwaulemu, tonse tidawona kalatayo ikugwera pansi. Ndinanjenjemera ngati bambo wa Cucaracho Adatipeza tikubera nzimbe, ndidakoka maso ake ndipo ndimatha kuwona m'mene nkhope yake idakhalira, kenako anawerama kuti atenge kalatayo kenako nsidze zake zinatambasulidwa, kutalikiranso ndikuthiranso kwinaku akutseka kalatayo ndi dzanja lake. Kenako nsidze yake idachita mantha ndipo adandiwona ngati milomo yake yosakhwima imamwetulira mwachidwi, kudodometsedwa komanso matsenga.

Ndicho chifukwa chake ndidazindikira molondola mawonekedwe ake nditatenga cholekanitsa, nthawi yomweyo adanditengera makilomita sekondi imodzi pafupifupi zaka 23 pambuyo pake. Ayenera kuti adawerenga dzina langa -zedi palibe wina wovala-. Anaponyera nsidze zonse pakati, amazipindapinda, ndikuyang'ana m'mwamba munthawi yomwe tsoka lokha limakonzekera. Nsidze zake zokongola zidakulirakulira modabwitsidwa, pomwepo maso ake awiri adanyezimira, kunjenjemera, ndipo pakamwa pake pouma pamalankhulidwe ofanana ndi masana amenewo mkalasi. Masukulu Achikhalidwe.

Ndinazizira, ndinatambasula dzanja langa ngati zombie kufunsa wopatukana ndipo zala zake zikakhudza yanga magetsi adutsa mumtima mwanga ndipo miyendo yanga idanjenjemera ngati khungu lozungulira. Chotupa chidalowa pakhosi panga ndi theka la misozi yomwe idapangidwa kumapeto kwa diso langa nditawona nkhope ija idasungidwa mgawo 1 la chimbale changa kwazaka zambiri. Masaya ake anali ofanana, ndi zodzoladzola, mithunzi ya eyelid ndi kuyanika kwa salon komwe kumawoneka kuti sichinali chizolowezi chake koma kumakhudza mosiyana pang'ono ndi zomwe analetsa sukulu yogona. Koma anali yekha.

Ndiye pamene tinagwirana manja, osadziwa malowo, masutikesi, ndi phokoso lochokera pamakanema, nthawi kapule idatseguka. Miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ya chaka chimenecho idadutsa m'makumbukiro anga, nditangolembera kalata yanga yaying'ono pamtima pake ndipo adaganiza zondiyankha mawu omwe adandisiya sabata lathunthu ndikumva kuwawa mu sternum yanga. Ndinkalakalaka ophunzira kuti abwere kudzamuwona akulowa, atavala siketi yake zikhomo, tsitsi lofiirira lopanda chilema, kuti andigwire ndikuwoneka komwe kumandipatsa moyo m'mawa ndi imfa usiku wonse. Kenako ndimayembekezera gawo lamasana kuti andipatse kope lokhala ndi chilembo chaching'ono chomwe chikanathera mthumba mwanga. Kalasilo lidakhala kwamuyaya, mopirira mopirira adapirira kulowerera, kuti apite kukawerenga kasanu ndi kawiri, ali ndi misozi m'mimba mwake ndi kupweteka mkati -mkatikati- Wa mafupa. Ndiye ndimafuna kuti ukhale usiku kuti azimitse getsi. Ndinatseka maso anga ndipo ndinawona nkhope yake ndikumwetulira pang'ono, nsidze zake zitatota, zikugwedezeka, ndikumwetulira.

Nthawi imawoneka ngati ikudutsa, zinthu sizinkakhala, makalasi, anthu, iye ndi ine. Palibe amene adafunsapo zachinsinsi cha kabuku kameneka kamene kamakhala ndi makalata awiri otuluka komanso awiri otuluka sabata iliyonse, ndi mawu omwe sanalembepo popempha ndi mayankho omwe mpaka nthawi imeneyo sindinaganize kuti angachokere mumtima mwake.

Umu ndi momwe moyo unalili kusukulu yogona, tidakonda ndi moyo wathu wonse nkhope yomwe sitingawakhudze, maso omwe sitingapsompsone, milomo yomwe timangopsompsona ndi mwayi. Ochepa omwe adalumikizana omwe anali mgulu la Mphunzitsi, nditamuloleza kuti agwiritse ntchito chisel kuti awononge ngolo yanga yamatabwa pomwe ndimamupatsa phunziro lomwe limangokhala lokhudza manja ake, zomwe adamuyankha ndikufinyira pang'ono kunsonga zala zanga. Awo anali nthawi zabwino kwambiri zachikondi, adatero -pa makadi- zomwe zidasungunula moyo wake ali ndi zaka 13 zakumva kumverera kwamphamvu kwambiri kwakuti zidandipangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi mafuta pang'ono ndikulakalaka kufera mkati mwa chisangalalo chofuula dzina lake pa Saturn Lolemba m'mawa. Pakadali pano sindikumva chisoni kuti ndidzavomereze kuti ndi zopanda pake, koma mwa iwo pubertos zaka, ndithudi, chirichonse chinali chisokonezo chovomerezeka kwathunthu.

Koma palibe amene angaganizire ngati phulusa la izo likhoza kusinthidwa kupyola mavuto omwe timapeza ndikupereka moyo waphindu.

Kuwalako kwakanthawi sikunatipatse nthawi kuti tidutse mawu angapo ku eyapoti, sizimawoneka ngati zofunika ndipo sitinadziwe kuti chala chatha bwanji. Misomali yake yosakhwima, yopanda polish, idafinyanso zala zanga ndipo kukumbatirako kunali kwamphamvu. Ndidamupsompsona khosi lake pafupi ndi ndolo zake ndikulakalaka kulira, kwinaku ndikumva kununkhira kwake kwa maluwa am'madzi, ndimamva kulira kwachisoni nditamuuza dzinalo -dzina lake linali ndani?- khutu langa, pomwe ndimamva mabere ake akundipanikiza pachifuwa.

Kenako zokuzira mawu chinalengeza dzina langa, ndikuchenjeza kuti chitseko chatsala pang'ono kutseka. Ndidakwiya ndipo patadutsa mphindi ziwiri ndinamufunsa imelo, adalemba mu olekanitsa, ndidamuuza zanga koma ndidamvetsetsa kuthekera kwake ndi chikwangwani pomwe samatha kutanthauzira mawuwo Gmail.

"Osadandaula, ine ndiri nawo," ndinatero, komwe iye anayankha molimbika.
- Musati mutayaye, mundilembere ine-

Koma panalibe nthawi, kotero ndinatenga cholekanitsa, ndikuchiyika mu bukhu ndikuchoka ndi kukumbatirana pang'ono ndi zotsatira za kuluma kwake pamutu.

Ndidakwera ndege, ndikufunitsitsa kuti mpikisanowu uwonongeke ndikuwopseza komwe kukumana nako. Ndidakanikiza bukulo pachifuwa ngati kuti ndi gawo la moyo wanga, ngati kuti moyo wanga ulipo, pomwe ndimakonzekera kulota. Masekondi angapo pambuyo pake mnzake yemwe amayenda naye adayamba kuyankhula ngati mfuti yamakina, adawoneka ngati munthu yemwe samatha kuyankhula. Sindinkafuna kutaya mphindiyo ndi wachinyengo yemwe anandiuza za zinthu chikwi chimodzi m'ndime zisanu ndi chimodzi osakhazikika, chifukwa chake ndinapita naye kumutu wa García Márquez. M'mapulani anga ndimawoneka kuti ndidawerenga lililonse la mabuku ake, ndidakonda The Hojarasca,chotero ndinampatsa kope langa, limene, monga momwe kunayembekezeredwa, anali asanaŵerengebe.

Ndinatenga chikhomo, ndinachiyika m'thumba mwanga monga momwe ndimachitira ndi timakadi, kenako ndinatseka maso anga ... ndipo ndinaziwonanso. Pamenepo, pomwe adakhala tsidya lina la bwalolo, pansi pa zenera la Pulofesa Raquel Ramos, wokhala ndi miyendo yopingasa komanso mawonekedwe otayika. Ine, mbali inayi, pa benchi yamatabwa, mpaka maso athu adalumikizidwa mu ulusi womwe umawoneka kuti umanyalanyaza masewera a basketball, mluzu wa aphungu, mbalame zotchedwa zinkhwe pafupi ndi chigoli kapena gawo lomaliza. Ndinakumbukira ulendo uja wopita Mpumulo, padziwe Azulera, pomwe adavala bulauzi yothinana bwino ya aqua ... kumwetulira kwake kuyenera kuti kunali kofanana koma mawonekedwe apadera komanso osaiwalika. Kenako ndinakumbukira ulendo wopita San Jose del Potrero, - More paddock kuposa San José-. Nthawi ino yunifolomu yoyera yabuluu ya kwayala ya Profe Nancy ... ngati angelo.

-Adras anakonzekeretsa mtima wake, kuti afunse chilamulo chake ...

iwo anachitadi izo mofanana ndi angelo.

Nkhope yake yaumulungu inandichititsa mantha, ndipo usiku wopanda tulo usiku iye ananditsogolera pamtambo.

Kuchoka pa eyapoti kunali kwachangu, taxi idanditengera ku hotelo ndipo nthawi ina ndidakhala pampando wamtambo wa Louis XV kufunafuna kulumikizana kopanda zingwe. Ndinayika dzanja langa mthumba kufunafuna olekanitsa ndipo sindinawapeze. Ndinalowetsa dzanja langa linalo, sindinapeze nalonso. Mantha adalowa mumtima mwanga ndipo ndidayamba kuyang'ana m'malo ena: m'buku, mchikwama changa, mu malaya anga, pasipoti yanga ... kunalibe!

Pang onopang ono, wina ndi mzake, ndipo ndinadutsanso chidule chilichonse mthumba langa, pamene ndimataya chidutswa chilichonse, kupweteka pachifuwa kunayamba kukula. Kenako ndidavula chovala chilichonse mpaka pomwe ndidali wamaliseche, ndimadzimva ngati wopusa kachiwirinso ndipo mosazindikira ndinayamba kupanga makapu omwe ndinafika pamapeto omaliza.

Zinyalala Zotani! - Ndinafuula ndimmero mwanga. Ndikutulutsa tsitsi langa, ndidasokosera mlengalenga ndikutulutsa zonyansa zina zosayenera blog iyi.

Izi zinali zaka zingapo zapitazo. Sindikudziwanso ngati ndingasankhe kuuma kwanga, kaya kukayikira tsogolo, ndikuganiza kuti tonse ndife ovuta kapena okayikira ngati zidachitikadi.

Nditha kumuthokoza chifukwa chondilola kuti ndimukonde mopitilira maloto. Sikungakhale kwakanthawi, koma m'malo onsewa, ndi chifukwa chokha chondikumbutsira kuti ndilipo.

Kachiwiri ... Zikomo.

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